DelusiveFox

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Symptom: Life by DelusiveFox, literature

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Symptom: Life

Symptom: Life I wish there was something To take the pain Cause painkillers don't work on me I wish there was something To clean the dirt I feel unclean and spoiled My radiance was lost Like a dying star, Aimed at Earth, But the atmosphere burnt My once-pure heart, To nothin' but dust, Glorified steel now turned to rust. I wish someone out there Would see, That I am sightless, I must be, For I wish for things That take all away. What am I, What can I be? Just another puppet, Not noticing the strings, That the master pulls? I dance to the rythm Of divide and conquer, Just another tool In the grand crusade? What w

Worth it? by DelusiveFox, literature

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Worth it?

I hate To hope I cling too much Should keep watch To things, that matter Forgo falter Guard what's wealth So right it felt, Shouldn't dwell. Was it worth it? I try While diving high Amethyst skies To reach those stars Own their lights, Don't mind the price. Is it worth it? I search Too far, too wide Well they hide, But bound to find. Will it be worth it? I love This heartache you gave me It's worth it.

Vigiliant's end by DelusiveFox, literature

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Vigiliant's end

A cutting light of shining bright, Through waves of black, and seas of night. Steady ships of ghosts and wights, Horrid crew of cursed knights. Those whom set sail long ago, But god of sea would not allow. First a thunder, snow and hail, They tried to fight, but no avail. Then the crack of forming ice, Their galleys stopped like trapped mice. Fog billowed like solid mist, Bubbling water; deep-toned hiss. The captain shot and found his sight, The beast was left with one blind eye. Yet it was their dire end, Their bodies were to pieces rent. Through the effort of pure will, Pursuing their quest, restless still. Beware rangers

Thrill kill by DelusiveFox, literature

Cliff on the sea by DelusiveFox, literature

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Cliff on the sea

The dim sunlight is slowly drowning, In strengthening waves, chosen to owning, This cliff I'm sitting on, helplessly scribing, My eyes set on unseen things, silently scrying. In the distance no seagull's screech heard, All the better! They'd just make my ears hurt. The only sound sounding, the crashing of waves, Trying to dampen the noise of heart-race. An old pine tree binding it's head to the water, It's spine is long broken – life-beaten falter. Trying to emerge, but the foam is too heavy, Submerging to it's doom, death march is ready. I'm not really aware of anything happening, Her chiming laughter still recklessly sever

Just a painted poem. by DelusiveFox, literature

Lingering longing by DelusiveFox, literature

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Lingering longing

Dreaming on your face, Shame dictates the pace, Shame dictates the pace Of racing hearts Dyin' to get to know you, To gain a feeling all-new, To gain a feeling all new, Lifting me. Curses on the longing, Chestpain every morning, Chestpain every morning, Not for smoke. Believing in believing, No coal to feed the searing, No coal to feed the searing Of your flames. Lover to lick my wounds, Her breasts to brighten my blues, Her breasts to brighten my blues What I need. Dripping bile of nonsense, Reactions just make no sense, Reactions just make no sense, Mess me up.

Ain't a halo by DelusiveFox, literature

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Ain't a halo

My beat is yours, and yours is mine, Let's prize this moment for what we are, Lest dreams come, search for cheap excuses, Screaming, crawling, leaving bruises. Upon this soul, sown by chaos, Worked by torment, nurtured by tears, Broken seed by seething hate, leave your fears… Behind! Cause noone's bound to care. That ain't a halo over there, I wish you'd be aware Of my affections, Forward questions, Foolish actions, Foolish actions. Ain't we some rebels, killing innocence? Irreversible, but still the best defence, Lieing in utter silence, darkness binds us deep, Dreams come dragging us, a shelter for the weak. Stabbed

Eternity, I am. by DelusiveFox, literature

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Eternity, I am.

I won't crawl, Nor beg on my knees, Just to seize Worthless moments. Tall and proud, Like a mountain extending, I deny descending. You have to climb. You may slip and fall, -The path is ruthless- To your death, unless I reach down to catch you. Don't waste my time, I am eternity. Like in a giant city, You'll get lost in me. Can't be ever read, For I am not a child's book. You'll catch yourself on my hook. Devil's journal I am. Been cast out of heaven, My glowing was too bright. Granted thrice-cursed sight, I bear my curse with pride. I am eternity; You can not comprehend. Pointless to pretend - Just a small fish in

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Symptom: Life by DelusiveFox, literature

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Worth it? by DelusiveFox, literature

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Worth it?

Vigiliant's end by DelusiveFox, literature

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Vigiliant's end

Thrill kill by DelusiveFox, literature

Cliff on the sea by DelusiveFox, literature

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Cliff on the sea

Just a painted poem. by DelusiveFox, literature

Lingering longing by DelusiveFox, literature

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Lingering longing

Ain't a halo by DelusiveFox, literature

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Ain't a halo

Eternity, I am. by DelusiveFox, literature

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Eternity, I am.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Jan 18
Hungary
Deviant for 13 years
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Hey oh. Introduction seems in order.
I am a...well, I'm trying to be a poet, and a writer. I've written my first (very lame, but cute poem) at the age of 12, but I started taking it seriously about three years ago.
People say I am talented. Well, I don't know. What I DO know, is that I want to keep on writing. I am also aiming to become a psychologist (Final exams this year, yay).
I am well over my 150th poem by now, and also quite a few novels. I am also roleplaying (most of the time as DM, bleh). My inspiration is nearly unlimited...sadly, my time is not.
Still, trying to get the best out of it.

Favourite Movies

Lord of the Rings, The Gamers, Hot Fuzz, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The life of Brian, Harry Potter, Labyrinth of the Faun, Constantine

Favourite TV Shows

Family Guy, South Park...I don't really watch TV.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Uh, many. I am just now exploring new bands, so can't say much. Foo Fighters, Rise Against, Tool, Flogging Molly, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Moon and the Nightspirit, Echo of Dalriada, Nox Arcana, Volbeat, Placebo are a few of the many bands.

Favourite Books

Heretic[Bernard Cornwell], Dragonlance Chronicles, Gotrek&Felix books, Sabriel trilogy, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, books by Christian Rosenkrautz. (That man is a fucking genius.)

Favourite Writers

Bernard Cornwell, Tolkien, Rowling, Christian Rosenkrautz, Margaret Weis, Tracy Hickman, Freud

Favourite Games

Ummm..No computer games, really. I wasted 15 of my life with computer games, thank you very much, had enough. Still, I am roleplaying: DnD 3.5, Warcraft RPG [not WoW!!], oWoD, NWoD, freestyle games.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nope. O_o

Tools of the Trade

...?

Other Interests

Beer, cigarettes, intelligent people, fellow intellectuals, my d20s lost beneath the couch D:

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DelusiveFox

Dec 13, 2011

Down so low I hit the floor below the cellar.

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First journal entry will be whining about my current state. ...not. I should be ashamed of myself for letting myself fall so low, really. I let my shield down for someone, and that very moment Life pounces on me, like a merciless predator intent of ripping my insides out. I am very close to be kicked out of school for being absent from so many classes. My parents are acting like ignorant buffoons, intent on crossing my every single plans on my future. Support- zero. The only thing holding my fractured mind together are those few, dear friends I have. And I almost dared forsake that provided comfort for the sake of petty romance. Cheers,

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thankee! ^^

Hey there fox